I'm a Mess

作詞：Ed Sheeran
作曲：Ed Sheeran


Oh, I'm a mess right now, inside out
Searching for a sweet surrender but this is not the end
I can't work it out, how?
Going through the motions, going through us
噢，此時此刻的我簡直一團糟，由內而外徹徹底底地搞砸了
我像個無頭蒼蠅般尋覓著一個能讓我甜蜜臣服的港灣，但這還不是終點
我怎麼也想不通，事情究竟為什麼會變成這樣？
我們只是在麻木地虛度光陰，在彼此折磨著這段名存實亡的感情

Though I've known it for the longest time
And all of my hopes, all of my words
Are all over, written on the signs
When you're on my road walking me home, home, home, home, home
雖然這件事，其實我早就已經心知肚明了
我曾經抱持著的所有希望、我曾對妳說過的字字句句
如今全都隨風散落，像是不祥的預兆般赤裸裸地寫在路標上
尤其是當妳走在我的那條路上，溫柔地陪著我走回家的那段路

See the flame inside my eyes
It burns so bright I wanna feel your love, no
Easy baby, maybe I'm alive
Before tonight I wanna fall in love
Put your faith in my stomach
抬起頭看看我雙眼之中閃爍著的那團烈火吧
它燃燒得是如此地耀眼、如此地瘋狂，我好渴望再次真切地感受到妳的愛
放輕鬆，寶貝，這感覺或許證明了我的靈魂還活著
在今晚夜幕徹底低垂之前，我想要不顧一切地再次墜入愛河
求妳，把妳最後的信任放進我翻湧的胃裡、放進我最脆弱的靈魂深處吧

I messed up this time, late last night
Drinking to suppress devotion with fingers intertwined
I can't shake this feeling, now
We're going through the motions, hoping you'd stop
昨天深夜，我又一次無藥可救地把一切都搞砸了
我一邊十指死死緊扣，一邊瘋狂地灌著烈酒，試圖藉此壓抑自己對妳那滿溢的深情
但我無論如何，也絕對無法擺脫此時此刻這股令人窒息的心痛
我們只是在盲目地重複著這些冷冰冰的舉動，多希望妳能開口叫停

Though I've only caused you pain
You know that all of my words will always be love
Although all the lies we spoke
When you're on my road walking me home, home, home, home, home
雖然一路上走來，我似乎只帶給了妳無盡的傷害與痛苦
但妳心裡其實最清楚，我對妳吐露的千言萬語，其核心永遠都是愛
儘管在過去的日子裡，我們曾彼此說過那麼多的謊言
尤其是當妳走在我的那條路上，溫柔地陪著我走回家的那段路

See the flame inside my eyes
It burns so bright I wanna feel your love, no
Easy baby, maybe I'm alive
Before tonight I wanna fall in love
Put your faith in my stomach
抬起頭看看我雙眼之中閃爍著的那團烈火吧
它燃燒得是如此地耀眼、如此地瘋狂，我好渴望再次真切地感受到妳的愛
放輕鬆，寶貝，這感覺或許證明了我的靈魂還活著
在今晚夜幕徹底低垂之前，我想要不顧一切地再次墜入愛河
求妳，把妳最後的信任放進我翻湧的胃裡、放進我最脆弱的靈魂深處吧

For how long I love my lover
Now, now, for how long, long I love my lover
我究竟還要折磨、深愛著我的愛人多久？
就是現在，此時此刻，我到底還要這樣瘋狂地陷在愛裡多久？